On the Author...

"this is one of those meltdowns that you are having now. you will turn it against yourself later and claim that you were being selfish, and really didn't mean this and that....and not to make anything you feel now to be trivial....but i think the real STUFF that makes you to be YOU is somewhere in the middle of meltdown you and totally apologetic you"

mood: too exhausted to be exhausted
music: air circulating through this sick building